yes i know the word 'regret' probably has been planted on every inch of me..will be so until i get to do things to brush it off me..in the age of nearing 24, i've done mistakes that i dare not share with anyone..i'm afraid of the reactions..i'm scared of the abandones..never felt so tensed and insecure and chaotic until yesterday..all of the past mistakes outcomes were poured on me on one single moment..which makes me the most helpless alive human on earth..
i'm too embarrassed to ask for help which i knew i shouldn't if it's because of my mistakes..i can't decide..i can't move on..i don't know what to do..and there's things i can't publish here because i'm too curled up with myself..not a good thing people would say..but the least that i face is not some more sympathy and empathy..and perhaps some insults..
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