turning point?

it's been a while..haven't been writing much lately..nothing new..work, as usual.there are times when i can't even sit at my place for more than a minute..but there are also daaayyss when i have nothing to do besides surfing the internet from 8-5.

i thought i've made a concrete decision on not pursuing my part 2 in architecture..but lately there's someting at the back of my head came crushing into my peaceful sleeps..who am i actually? what have i achieved after graduated? i have a job,yes..a good income,yes..but deep down i know i'm not good at anything..i need something to master..

n i can painfully admit that i've not been doing well during my studying years back then..it's been lingering around in my head since but i'm just too ego to admit n correct it..but something made think bout it seriously now..i need to go back to studying n prove that i can do well..that i shall have something to be proud of someday..